After a period of going for it, I’m realizing that I don’t want the thing I’m going for bad enough.  

So it’s time to go for a new thing. I’m open to ideas, but I have criteria.

I’m being patient and attentive with myself throughout this process. It’s helping to look at the next period merely as a set of decisions. That makes them more tangible - difficult to be afraid of.

Coaching of some sort seems ideal, with working daily customer service as another top of mind idea, but there will be many more I’m sure. 

I know it will be a treat to look back on these thoughts at the next big milestone in my journey. This is here to show you it’s not been all butterflies and roses, but as they say, things need to get worse before they can get better...

We’ll that’s actually a terrible saying. Never mind. Things don’t need to go worse before they get better at all. 

Regardless, onwards.